Today was supposed to be the first day of school. However, the school building is not quite finished yet. So, work is still starting at 9:30 and we work until 6:00.
I had quite a disturbing dream last night. Most dreams can involve wild plots and usually they are personal and I don't write them down for all the world to read, but if someone could shed some light on this one, I would appreciate it.
In my dream, I travel back in time like 150 years. I see myself happy with this wealthy gentleman. Except this gentlemen, is not shallow like most wealthy men. He has an imagination and a golden heart. Of course because of his family's fortune, he is known throughout the world.
He is very kind to me, and he courts me properly. I fall in love with him, but I do not make him aware of my feelings. Time goes by and we become closer and closer. Never doing anything improperly. He asks me to marry him many times and I tell him, "I need to take care of my family."
Then all of a sudden, he starts aging. I find that I am holding him in my arms, he asks me to kiss him just one time and says he has always loved me. I cry to him, "What is happening? Why are you dying?" He tells me not to cry. I say to him, "You cannot die. I love you!"
He said, "don't worry, you will cry and when you wake up you will see this is a dream, but I want you to know something. You will find my soul in another man very soon. I will come back to take care of you soon. I love you and I will find you."
With that he vanished in my arms, into nothing. I was sitting there crying and weeping for my lost love. When I woke up, sure enough my eyes were filled with tears. I really felt like I was there with him. I was very upset this morning. I just kept remembering him say, "I will find you soon. Soon, I will find you, soon."
So, the question is, the fact that I am so upset still, after dreaming this seven hours ago, was it de'ja vu? Did it really happen one day in my life? Was it a past life experience and now I am just remembering it? Or was it just a dream which upset me because I am missing the life I could have had if I did not make all the wrong choices? What is your analysis?
The strangest thing of all, is that I really feel like I lost him. Like he was really part of my life. If he does come back into another man's body, how will I know it is him?
I had quite a disturbing dream last night. Most dreams can involve wild plots and usually they are personal and I don't write them down for all the world to read, but if someone could shed some light on this one, I would appreciate it.
In my dream, I travel back in time like 150 years. I see myself happy with this wealthy gentleman. Except this gentlemen, is not shallow like most wealthy men. He has an imagination and a golden heart. Of course because of his family's fortune, he is known throughout the world.
He is very kind to me, and he courts me properly. I fall in love with him, but I do not make him aware of my feelings. Time goes by and we become closer and closer. Never doing anything improperly. He asks me to marry him many times and I tell him, "I need to take care of my family."
Then all of a sudden, he starts aging. I find that I am holding him in my arms, he asks me to kiss him just one time and says he has always loved me. I cry to him, "What is happening? Why are you dying?" He tells me not to cry. I say to him, "You cannot die. I love you!"
He said, "don't worry, you will cry and when you wake up you will see this is a dream, but I want you to know something. You will find my soul in another man very soon. I will come back to take care of you soon. I love you and I will find you."
With that he vanished in my arms, into nothing. I was sitting there crying and weeping for my lost love. When I woke up, sure enough my eyes were filled with tears. I really felt like I was there with him. I was very upset this morning. I just kept remembering him say, "I will find you soon. Soon, I will find you, soon."
So, the question is, the fact that I am so upset still, after dreaming this seven hours ago, was it de'ja vu? Did it really happen one day in my life? Was it a past life experience and now I am just remembering it? Or was it just a dream which upset me because I am missing the life I could have had if I did not make all the wrong choices? What is your analysis?
The strangest thing of all, is that I really feel like I lost him. Like he was really part of my life. If he does come back into another man's body, how will I know it is him?
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